That change of consciousness which was preparing in you because you were drawing back from the vital view of things — the vairāgya was only an outward and negative sign of that withdrawal.
What the Supramental will do the mind cannot foresee or lay down. The mind is Ignorance seeking for the Truth, the supramental by its very definition is Truth-Consciousness.
I know that the supramental descent is inevitable — I have faith in view of my experience that the time can be and should be now and not in a later age.
Even if all smashed; I would look beyond the smash to the new creation. As for what is happening in the world, it does not upset me because I knew all along that things would happen in that fashion.
It is not the personality, the character that is of the first importance in rebirth — it is the psychic being who stands behind the evolution of the nature and evolves with it.
There is nothing sentimental in the true weeping that comes from the soul. All that you feel now is the blossoming of the psychic being in you and the growth of a real bhakti.